i don’t know why i started or why i couldn’t stop. it was a breakdown. it was a madness. and it has passed but i don’t know whether it will be forever. i couldn’t get any therapy. the line rang, and they said they would get back to me. they didn’t get back to me,… Continue reading Have a happy holiday.
You lose again
You wake up in the morning, the sun might be shining through the curtains, or the clouds might have closed over the sky like an iron lid, and you may lie there fantasising briefly about not getting out of bed, and you lose again, and you fuck yourself up out of bed and you lose,… Continue reading You lose again
Check your messages/How to drive yourself bats crazy.
Say to yourself today will be different. Today you will be calm and relaxed. Okay, so check your phone. No messages. Good. Decide you won’t check your messages again anyway because today you don’t need to. 10 minutes later check your messages. Nothing. Good. Decide you definitely won’t check your messages again. Check your messages.… Continue reading Check your messages/How to drive yourself bats crazy.
This is the end.
I have to stop now. I will probably stop blogging as well, as it seems to have become part of the problem. My girlfriend is going to ask me today what is happening. She started to last night.I am going to tell her everything. If we survive, and I hope we do I will try… Continue reading This is the end.
Get the Referendum over with so that all the armchair politicians who usually do fuck all in the way of activism can please go back to sleep instead of pretending they have a superior understanding of the situation and are therefore more in control of this non-debate than they actually are.
22/06/16- EU Referendum tomorrow, and as the title says, people who have been superficially awakened and riled by the whole debate, can go back to sleepy land where they were quite happily snoozing prior to the whole thing. Now I know this sounds disengaged, but really the truth is that most people will not have… Continue reading Get the Referendum over with so that all the armchair politicians who usually do fuck all in the way of activism can please go back to sleep instead of pretending they have a superior understanding of the situation and are therefore more in control of this non-debate than they actually are.
Jo Cox
16/06/16. I don’t know the full details of why this British MP has just been murdered in the street and I probably won’t because it seems more important to honour an MP who asked questions that sought to protect the most vulnerable members of our society, and indeed across the world. This month she used… Continue reading Jo Cox
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